At times being home can be amazing when all the right components are in place.
Appreciation post for my boyfriend: honestly, he’s been my friend from the start and our relationship unfolded to a beautiful romance the right way. And I mean, we’ve only been official for 2 months but it’s been a whole year of getting to know each other on another level. We still probably don’t know enough of each other but I’m not rushing to find out. I don’t want to be a couple where we know every detail, though it may seem like we do. Actually maybe we do… But I like that we didn’t rush into anything. It takes a long time for me to fully trust someone, if not being impossible. But being with this dude is slowly thinning out that wall to break my fears about things I can’t talk about. He motivates me and supports me 100%! Too thankful for this guy, and esp for his patience and genuine character! How the hell does he accept me for my ultimate bizarre features and mood swings?! This is the gayest post ever right now. I hope you never read this. I suck at telling my feelings when I preach about doing so… So here it is in writing. In public. For my own public privacy. The world doesn’t need to know the fondness I have for this guy, but I’m publicizing it for my own sake. Venting is best in writing
I’m sure nobody follows this, let alone knows it exists. But honestly, I miss asking myself personal questions and digging deeply into my psyche, even if majority of the time the result is rather vague. Blogs have always had a way of revealing something interesting about myself I never know; to show a new perspective on everyday thoughts; to find sanity and embrace the ambitions I have. However, this time it feels more private though technically publicized. It’s much better to have no one else ever read this.
List of favorite songs to be edited forever
- The Postal Service & Iron/Wine’s “Such Great Heights”
- Falling Slowly
- Gravity- sara bareilles
- Stay with you - John Legend
- Flightless Bird American Mouth - Iron and Wine
- Open your eyes- dwele
- You hid- Toro
- Details in the Fabric- Jason Mraz
- Fast Car- Tracey Chapman
- Young Blood- Naked and the Famous
My baby at the NICU got discharged this week. :”’) Such a great feeling when a child you’ve worked with gets better.
Excited and anxious
This year is going to be a challenging one. But I’m facing it head-on with a new job, a peds/maternity semester, and a refreshed mentality. It’s not gonna be easy though. I just hope I’m not driving myself into a head-on collision here.
(Source: eurogang)
“ I don’t know why I wasted so much time pretending that I didn’t care. I guess, I didn’t want to feel like this. ”
Emma, No Strings Attached (via sprucemaple)
(Source: lisaheng)
(Source: mymymylittleadpi, via dirtylittlestylewhoree)
(Source: teenvvolf, via loveyourchaos)
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My happy feelings are floating and I wanna go higher but I’m just on the tips of my toes trying to balance

